The rainy season was at its peak that year. The sky often seemed full of dark clouds. July was about to start, and heavy rains added frustration to my devastated existence. My sister used to go even when it rained. But the animal communicators had mentioned an everyday thing. Cats hide in a safe, dry place during heavy rains. So whenever it rained heavily, she used to come home, disappointed. My birthday was on the 3rd of July. I told my family that if Divine didn’t return by my birthday, I wouldn’t celebrate it. I will do so whenever he returns.
It was very annoying to see the pattern those days. In the evening, just when my sister was about to leave for searching him, it used to become dark. There was no trace of the sun among the clouds. As if it had decided to add up to our misery. Rains fell like a disaster that year. Thundering accompanied by lightning had become a ritual. Rains come every year, but they fell unusually heavy that year. The dark sky used to trigger my already disturbed mind. I used to wonder if they were trying to stop us from searching for him. As if they had decided to create a hindrance. I felt the clouds, the dark sky, the thunder, and the rains ganging against me.
Finally, the 3rd of July arrived.
My Family wanted to celebrate it but I didn’t. I am the most pampered one in our family. It was not easy for them to see me like this. But I was helpless. No matter how much I used to explain myself, my heart screamed aloud … I wish to see Divine, just once. My married sister and niece came home to wish me a Happy Birthday. With a heavy heart, against my wishes, I shook hands for accepting the wishes. My sister and mom also gave me wishes and blessings. Since I was born, this was the most gloomy 3rd of July.
One thing that brought a little joy to my heart was that we prayed that day in union. An animal communicator had suggested praying together for better effect, and we did that. With the hope that our cries reached the Divine, the day ended.
August brought nothing new with it. We got some phone calls claiming that they saw Divine. But when they shared the photos, we were disheartened every time. My eldest married sister persuaded me to pray to God. Even though the incident of Divine’s disappearance had shaken my faith in Him badly, I prayed. My second eldest sister always told me to believe in Him and have patience. But it had become so difficult for me to do this. When I shared this incident with my ex-students, they said the same. Unwillingly, I started praying to Him.
Meanwhile, my sister was in constant touch
with the animal communicators as well as tarot card readers. They used to assure at least that Divine was safe and had access to food. We were a little relieved to hear this. We believed the animal communicators and the tarot card readers were our only options. Despite her efforts to find Divine, my relationship with my sister strained. I often asked her, Why did you call the shifting people before 5th June? If you hadn’t, Divine would be with us. She accepted the blame without uttering a single word. After I lost my dog, she became extra protective towards me. And now, she felt she was the cause of my tears.
September started.
It has been almost 3 months now. I used to wonder whether Divine would recognise us when we found him. Many people told us that cats are not loyal enough to stay in one place, unlike dogs. Divine must have found new friends, places and maybe a new family. He must have moved on. But our minds refused to move on. My sister and I had to bring our Divine back. At times, she had to search for him late at night. According to animal communicators, cats are nocturnal animals, and hence, they are active at night. So Divine could step out from his hiding place more during the night. Her friends helped and accompanied her during those times. Mom obviously didn’t accept this. Naturally, she was worried when my sister used to step out at night. We had a tough time when the search time was at night.
The stubborn rains continued their attack. Clouds darkened with every passing day, it seemed. My faith in God was still unsteady. Slowly, I was turning cold and quiet.
To be continued/-
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I could remember every moment i lived of the days, during the period, divine was lost. Very painful to read. God bless you sis. It would have been very difficult for you to narrate this story. ❤️
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